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Country: United States
State: Hawaii
Birthday: 2/11/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: playing the sax, basketball, reading, watching anime, pretending to be preoccupied with something, savoring life every step of the way..
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Member Since:
6/28/2003
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| Summer is just around the corner, and I plan not to waste a
minute of it. There are so many fun things to do on this island
(despite it being very small) and I want to take advantage of them
before I may not even have the time...so when i'm still 20 with summer
school out of the picture, this leaves me precious time to enjoy
life in addition to volunteer work at the hospital. Maybe I
should travel as well to award myself for at least putting all the time
and effort in college work and exams. Where should I go?
Everywhere would be nice. I'm kind of hesitant...I might get
completely lost wherever I go, but maybe that's the fun and interesting
part of it...
Thank you Lord for all those trials and tribulations, for I would not
have grown closer to you and not have been the person that I am
today. Thank you for all the pain as it has made me much
stronger. Thine is the glory and the honor.
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| Wow, this semester is going by pretty fast. Haven't updated in a while...mucho busy as a bee. I've suddenly become weary, like I don't have a care in the world...which is pretty scary cuz that's not me at all. I think it could be the daily demands of life and lack of rest that almost bring me to the brink of insanity..just hope that I don't take it too hard on myself and allow the upcoming Thanxgiving break to help me unwind. Now that Thanksgiving is around the corner, I have to remember to count my blessings and be thankful for everything that I have, no matter how harsh life has been. Speaking of Thanxgiving, it's gonna be the same as always which is cool: relatives coming over, chatting, watching a big sports game (if there's one), and yes not to forget, eating turkey :)
It's been very hot these days, which makes me wish that somehow snow would fall for the very first time on this little island..like that would happen...(crosses fingers anyways). Hope everyone has a wonderful Happy Thanksgiving..and don't eat too much turkey! | | |
| First off, I'm pretty much satisfied that I finally got my driver's
license..well after failing once. That was
about 2 weeks ago. And I haven't driven ever since.
Guess I'll have to start driving again..but now without my
parents  . But they insist that they
accompany me while driving...yeah..they don't trust me as a driver...In
fact I don't really trust myself completely as a driver, so it's
understandable. Hopefully without the expense of many car
accidents, I'll become a better driver. (keyword here is
hopefully).
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| I realized
I've been living my life with certain insecurities and false
expectations, which prevents me from getting on with life. I have
to get out of that mode. It really annoys the heck out of
me. Sorry, just had to allow my other side to take over for the
moment. It's so funny yet unsettling when I find myself
consulting my "other self" for advice on every day issues. And
yeah, I end up actually talking to myself like a weirdo. Yep, one
of my many peculiarities. Wonder if I should change the way I
am.
Haven't thought about this before, but almost every day, I try to find
more about myself (other than the fact that I'm clumsy and forgettful
at times). I later on notice that things just make me into
something that I'm not. Sure, I know how important it is to be
myself, but I wonder if changing myself in some way to a certain degree
is worth it, and will that change be for the better. The answer
may be simple to many, but hopefully, I'll fully understand later
on. Well, with that aside, have to continue practicing my driving
and hope to obtain a license so I don't have to rely on the bus, not
that the bus is bad or anything...just SLOW. If I do get my
license, I'll have to pay for gas, drag my brothers to places...yada
yada yada...but it's all good. Must enjoy the rest of my
summer days and make the most of it, instead of thinking about second
year in college. I guess sometimes, life is too important to be
taken seriously. That it must be enjoyed and savored to it's
fullest. Have a great and safe summer everyone and take
care.
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| *whew*..I think it's safe to say that I'm done with my first year in college, being that I just finished my three finals. Man, did the year go by so quickly..just three more years to go. In retrospect, I have been wondering if the decisions I have made during the course of this year were the right ones. i just hope for the best that I know whatever goals I have in life are worth pursuing. Only time will tell for that matter... my brother's orchestra concert at Alas sounded pretty good, although it was very hard trying to listen to them at times *cough* bad acoustics *cough*..it was good to see old friends in the orchestra again, who will soon be graduating. The more I think about graduation, the more depressed I become about how friends whom I knew my whole life or the friends I just made, take their separate paths in life. All I can do is wish the very best for them and hope that whatever path they take in life will lead them to happiness. And maybe..hopefully..we will all meet again someday.
Hmm..now that summer is just around the corner, there are a few things I would want or have to attain. First I HAVE to get my DRIVER'S LICENSE (that is if I pass the test first). Second, it wouldn't hurt to do some volunteering at my mom's hospital again. (It will at least make me think that I have a job..). Third, catch up on my lifting, so that later on I can hopefully (keyword here) defeat my brother in arm wrestling with both arms And fourth, i would like to do some outdoor stuff like hiking, snorkeling, or even deepsea diving..hopefully (same keyword here). O well, hope you all have a fun and safe summer!
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